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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
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I regret it.
author:wu guei mei 09
I regret it.
It was really my fault, I can't understand myself these past few days. I shouted at "him". I really don't know what's in me.
The scene was like this.
I went to my locker(actually it was not mine, I was just sharing with my classmate) then it turned out that "he" was also there. Which I am not used to because I always make sure that "he" finishes "his" business at "his" locker before I do mine. Surprisingly "he"was behind me. I was asking my classmate(the owner of the locker) to put my things inside because I'm not in the mood. Then, "he" suddenly reacted. Saying the lines.. "wow, naunahan ka pa ng mga nakikilocker sayo ah". Then I was guilty about it because I was one of those "nakikilocker" that "he" was talking about. So I asked "him" "may pinapatamaan ka ba?". Then he said "wala, bakit natamaan ka ba?" Then I did'nt answer "his" question because I know that he knows what answer should I spit out. After that scene "he" went back to our room. I saw it with my 2 eyes.
After seeing "him" enter our classroom again. I told my classmate that it would'nt work. Because I saw him working hard just to close the locker eventhough obviously it's overly loaded. I told him that I'll do it. My classmate made me do it, so I sat down on the floor and pulled out all the things out of the locker. I'll mean it I really don't have the talent fixing things. But I was seriously doing it. And surprisingly and unexpectedly "he" appeared again behind me. And said "halatang di sanay ah". I suddenly felt irritated because I am full effortedly pursuing just to fix it. Then I screamed "wag kayong maingay"(just to release the temper). Then "he" told me "tayo jan, ako na gagawa". After that I let "him" do it,I'll mean it I was really fluttered that time because "he'll" be doing it for me. But suddenly I got really jealous to someone close to "him". I can't understand myself that time. I just shouted and said "gusto mo lang makasama si ------ kaya mo ko tinutulungan eh" and brattly walked far way from them.
After that scene,I have realized that I acted so chilidish that time.And my jealousy was really unreasonable.
To end it up, I saw "him" going home and I was really planning to talk to "him" so I can apologize. But suddenly I was afraid. I don't know why. So I just texted "him". Hoping that "he" won't take the incident personally.Co'z I'll get crazy if "he'll" be mad at me.
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